i was hurt. bakit kaya? feeling ko there is something missing in my life. Something or someone? -sigh- . I admit naiinggit ako kay joie, she was a very lucky girl. Kung ganun lang sana situation namin ni Carlo, Im willing to take the risk. Kaya lang sobrang magkaiba talaga.
Kung si LJ naipakilala si Joie sa buong angkan niya, si Carlo tinatago ako sa lahat ng kamag-anak niya. And that really hurts Carlo! hahahaha
Kailangan ko ng magbago next year. I must be serious in life at my age. Di na ko bata. Saka i should know the difference between the right and the wrong. Masaya gumawa ng mali, kaya nga mahirap bumitaw. Yun nga lang dahil sa hindi pa natin nararanasan gawin kung ano yung tama, hindi pa natin alam na mas masaya pala gumawa ng tama. Parang linya lang sa UPCAT the movie, wala kang karapatang sabihin na ayaw mo hanggat hindi mo pa nasusubukan. Pero syempre in every rule there is an exemption.
Medyo bagot na nga rin ako sa buhay single. Sawa na rin sa mga flings. Ayoko magkaron ng tatak. Gusto ko ng seryosong relasyon sa tamang tao.
Oo, tama. Hindi dapat nagmamadali. Darating din yan. Katulad ni Joie, hindi naman sya nagmadali. Naghintay din sya. Ewan ko ba kung pessimistic ako pagdating sa relasyon nila pero nireserba ko na yung kanang balikat ko para kay Joie.
Sana maalis ko na bisyo ko. Ayoko na. Nasubukan ko na kaya may karapatan na kong umayaw.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
desperadas
three days ng hindi nagtetext si joie, and im so worried about her. Both of her phones are turned off. hay.
I found relief last night because of LK, well as he said it's ok to fall in love for someone as long as it took place at the right time and for the right person. Thumbs up for LK!
Lumipat na ko ng site kasi dumarami na yung bumabasa ng mga posts ko sa friendster and I can't blame them because the site was open for public viewing.
Anyway I learned kanina that Marky died not because of pancriatic disorder o yung bangungot. He hanged himself due to heart problem. And for me that was the real angle of the story.
Well,binusted daw kasi ni LJ Reyes. Like what my father is always saying kanina, sa 19 years na stay ba niya naging masaya sya? Without LJ in his life. Siguro naman OO.
Going back, I was planning to give Carlo a christmas gift (bacardi 151) but I think I'll follow LK's advise.
Starting next year I'm planning to renew my life. Bawasan ang gimik nights and focus on my acads. I admit napabayaan ko acads ko these past few months because I'm always drunk. Almost everyday and I'm always out of the right track and budget. It's time to set aside the people who came into my life.
I found relief last night because of LK, well as he said it's ok to fall in love for someone as long as it took place at the right time and for the right person. Thumbs up for LK!
Lumipat na ko ng site kasi dumarami na yung bumabasa ng mga posts ko sa friendster and I can't blame them because the site was open for public viewing.
Anyway I learned kanina that Marky died not because of pancriatic disorder o yung bangungot. He hanged himself due to heart problem. And for me that was the real angle of the story.
Well,binusted daw kasi ni LJ Reyes. Like what my father is always saying kanina, sa 19 years na stay ba niya naging masaya sya? Without LJ in his life. Siguro naman OO.
Going back, I was planning to give Carlo a christmas gift (bacardi 151) but I think I'll follow LK's advise.
Starting next year I'm planning to renew my life. Bawasan ang gimik nights and focus on my acads. I admit napabayaan ko acads ko these past few months because I'm always drunk. Almost everyday and I'm always out of the right track and budget. It's time to set aside the people who came into my life.
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