i have to do so many things regarding my acads, but i cant start any of them. why on earth do i need to do this and that if all i want to pursue is development. development in broader context of human understanding. why does our instructor needs to give an assignment wherein the anwers are available on the internet? why do we need to make an structured learning experience when it only last for one day? is it enough for the concepts to inculcate in the mind of the senior citizens?
and lastly, why do i have to study instead of coming late to the class and rushing for the latter part of the quiz ? i want progress, not only on knowledge but also in my personality. i want happiness, i want to die with it, really. im bored, maybe i need someone to talk to, about life or maybe about my life.
